Wednesday, March 31, 2010

School Girls' Rambling.

This post will definitely jeopardize my sanity. And whatever shreds that remain academic in it will be reduced to school girls rambling - where everything from a mosquito bite to a crushed pencil point equals the world's catastrophe. Am so pissed at every little thing and happenings - not to mention the people within as far as my sanity allows.

From a bunch of stupid female students who drove like they were mistakenly awarded a P instead of an L in their oh-so wasteful hours of driving course - to a never trusting p____.

And as am typing this, Blogspot nonchalantly says "Hey, why don't we jump into the fray too ?" - by refusing to allow the 'enter' key on my keyboard to function. You stupid morons. I'm already way too happy with the way Blogspot is or was. Why do you feel inclined to, as you believe - IMPROVE it ? When in truth you're just fucking it up for your own devious desire known only to yourself. What it gets you off seeing how this dis-functionality affects the people's everyday lives ? Fuckin stupid Imbeciles.

God am so pissed that I refuse to let this feeling go. Its true when they say that anger is addictive. Ok, I'll see you guys in a bit.

What ? You thought I was gonna spill the mental beans did you ? Well, good. Coz I wasn't gonna. I just let you had the biggest mental masturbation of the day. And do write in if you feel that I owe you an apology or something. I'm wetting my pants wondering how does it feel to get a lawsuit filed for wasting 5 minutes of some tiny spots of the earth's huge ass population.

It made my school girl bad day.

Sunday, March 28, 2010

The Law of Attraction.

When it comes to the Law of Attraction, Mak has proven to me time & time again that determination and hell-bent desire of wanting something alone are able to show you the path that you seek, regardless of how clueless you are at the moment, on how to get it.

Law of Attraction dictates;

"..which is like unto itself is drawn. if you really want something and truly believe it's possible, you'll get it, but putting a lot of attention and thought onto something you don't want means you'll probably get that too."

Its something like When she wants Wan to enroll in Petronas engineering program, she wants it. She doesn't know how its gonna be done. But she wants it nonetheless. So what she does next was to try and tap every potential fountain of chances and tries to do the unthinkable. Things that us intelligent guys dismiss as needlessly stubborn and embarrassing.

For her, she didn't get the chance to further her studies as far as she would have wanted to. And for that particular reason too, she didn't grow up knowing why things CANNOT BE DONE. All she knows is what she wants - and how to get it, or at least how to get near it until its within sniffing distance.

One of the main problem of intelligent guys is the fact that we have this certain idea of how things should and shouldn't work.

In a study conducted by I dunno who (it was mentioned in on of those cult-conventions), so yea, there was this study conducted on habitual behavior of the stock brokers. The purpose of the study was to compare the stock-broking performance of the fresh graduates who learn to do it by the books, the Book-Smarts, and ones who I'd like to refer to as Street-Smart - individuals who had to learn it through observations and practical learning in contrast of theoretical elements.

Interestingly, the study indicated that the Street Smarts tend to do exceptionally well in contrast of their Book Smart counterparts.

Why ? The study went on to mention that the Book Smarts tend to hold to on to their stocks when it was high-time for them to sell. The Street Smarts in comparison, sold their stocks at the word go. We are not talking about primary school kids or some doubtful IPTA grads here, we're talking Cambridge, Harvard and whatnots.

But how in the hell.. ? That's whats interesting. The intelligent guys, like yourself. Time to ponder.

I sometimes feel ashamed that in spite of my bottomless capacity and potentials - I am not able to want as bad as Mak does. I lack the believe that this and that could be done. I lack the believe in myself. And I avoid hardships in life and choose to do what works over and over again.

Looking at her contagious determination makes you want to try harder. I feel renewed. So lets start by playing Dota.

Thursday, March 18, 2010

The Sue Me Post.

I have a hard time accepting No as an answer. I dunno, maybe its just me or the fact that I'm the eldest. I've heard somewhere that one of the things people can foretell about you as being the eldest in the family, is the fact that these people have a very, very hard time being declined to.

So when she called a few days later and told me that she was calling simply to talk to me, or whether I'm mad that she had to turn down my lepaking offer due to her preparing to go back to her hometown. I told her - No, its OK, really. And I had to run - something came up.


Why am I such a..Whats that letter prior to B ? Yes, yes that one. Now pair that letter up with the word hole. Now you've got this nice little chap with a big smile on his face.