First that sharp pang on you heart.
Oh. He is no more.
When it finally sinks in.
That you shall never ever see him again.
That is when the tears start streaming down your face.
Not even noticing the numb turning into sniffles.
Selamat jalan Tok Guru. Tho we may have never met. I feel like I've known you forever.
I am ashamed to write about you for I am but a sinner.