I Know Its Lonely Sometimes But..

"When things go wrong as they sometimes will

When the road you're trudging seems all up hill

When the funds are low and the debts are high

And you want to smile, but you have to sigh

When care is pressing you down a bit

Rest if you must, but don't you quit.

Life is queer with its twists and turns

As every one of us sometimes learns

And many a failure turns about

When he might have won had he stuck it out

Don't give up though the pace seems slow

You may succeed with another blow

Success is failure turned inside out

The silver tint of the clouds of doubt

And you never can tell how close you are

It may be near when it seems so far

So stick to the fight when you're hardest hit

It's when things seem worst that you must not quit."

- Anonymous

April..

April 2012 marks one of the most melancholic times I've felt in years. A personal battle that she and I have had to face for quite some times now.

And as if that isn't gut wrenching enough, I have to part ways with persons I cared about. Colleagues-turn-Kakak, who have been with me through my gelak-crazy-happy days and through some of my darkest moments. Sisters I never have.

Kak Ida.. I ran out of words to say. Where do I start. A loyal listener to an ever-whining Me. One who would never shy away to put me in my place if I were to run out of line. The permanent victim for my who-shall-I-pick-on-today routines. A friend more than she is a colleague. And MOST importantly a sister. A sister I never have.

God knows how painful this parting is. I might be overreacting with this for people say this isn't a final parting - one but a mere geographical switch more than anything. And that's where they are wrong. Geographical change brings about different weathers, different we-

OK. That's it. Why did I even bother.

With My Shoes Buckled & The Train's Leaving

my shoe's buckled
the train's leaving
behind's all my struggle
undo the thread I was weaving

rainbows ahead rainy days at the rear view
fluffy clouds i mold a future askew

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♥in' It.

Liverstool becoming a joke of a club and Manchester United hitting top gear at the crucial minutes of the season. How am I not loving it ?

Fuck you Liverstool.

Made My Day :D

The forums, the comments section will be a little bit sunyi what with all those stupid Scousers running scared with their tails in between their legs. I thought I'd cross my lips and delay the inevitable payloads tomorrow. But but but but but Muargh kargh kargh kargh kargh kargh kargh kargh kargh kargh kargh kargh kargh kargh kargh kargh kargh kargh kargh kargh kargh kargh kargh kargh kargh kargh kargh kargh kargh kargh kargh kargh kargh kargh kargh kargh kargh kargh kargh kargh kargh kargh kargh kargh kargh kargh kargh kargh kargh kargh kargh kargh kargh kargh kargh kargh kargh kargh kargh kargh kargh kargh kargh kargh kargh kargh kargh kargh kargh kargh kargh kargh kargh kargh kargh kargh kargh kargh kargh kargh kargh kargh kargh kargh kargh kargh kargh kargh kargh kargh kargh kargh kargh kargh kargh kargh kargh kargh kargh kargh kargh kargh kargh kargh kargh kargh kargh kargh kargh kargh kargh kargh kargh kargh kargh kargh kargh karg. These lots are so fucken' bising when United lost - YES you read it right. When United lost NOT when they won. MAcAulay Culkin will probably grew a beard in the first two premise of Home Alone waiting for Liverstool to win something - let alone to win something of note. Pfftt.

Well, United might just be themselves tomorrow and lose the game. But fuck it lets live for today. Yes today, the day Liverstool lose and COMICALLY. Reina was superb. Suar Ratface was awesome - flying around like he's made of feathers.

Ben Arfa was a revelation. Come on now Swansea & Spurs!