The World Should Put On A Brasierre

Am by nature, Vengeful. I notice that I'll go extra miles merely to prove you wrong and I too notice that if I don't get the portion that I thought I deserve, I'll just abandon the whole deal, just to leave bits of remorse in the hearts of the parties involved.

I think that I am far more intelligent than the others, the ground not being level, notwithstanding. Shit, come to think of it, I think I am far capable than numbers of my superior, still, being stuck under the these stupid corporate ladders, notwithstanding, kalau tak buat apa aku panggil dorang superior aku, Bodoh !

I think I am generally nice to all creatures and I can be appreciated by humans from all walks of life, until the day you get promoted to some celestial being namely, 'Arch Adversary' or 'Bitter Foe' - because when that happens, you could be dying with worms swarming in and outside your tummy and I would not just stand there, light a cig and laugh - enjoying the moment, so to speak, NO. You know what I'll do ? I'll instigate the worms to feed on your flesh, and I'll advice them to do it so slowly that you could actually enjoy the most overlooked scientific angle, that worms do have teeth ! - Yes, that much of a revelation, just moments before you meet your Creator. Nice kan ? Yes, you're welcomed. No, don't mention.

An Obnoxious, horny, Overlord who thinks that the world is oval-shaped - nice to nibble here and there, nice to see, nice to hold - until he discovers the fact that he is actually walking on a Silicon Valley - but who cares anyways, he keeps on walking with those two fingers that stuck up in the middle. Probably until the day they're down.

And fuck you - till then..

P/S: Ok, I dont really sign no autographs, but IF you insist, take of,f not your pants, but your skull, I'll have signed on your brain, so that you'll have me on your mind. Just to make it more memorable..

New Shits, The Old Reeking Schmell.

Been toying with HTML/XML hyper stuck-up languages and this, as you witness is the result. Which, shhh, shut your trap up. Yes, yes, minimal. No changes ? aside from some URL pasting ? Well fuck you then. Coz that's YOUR problem, not mine.

Moving on, OK I decide to move on.

Laters Sk8ers.

10 Different Ocassions & 1 Single Outcome.

Some people, they're just funny like that. 10 fingers, extended by the duality of arms, pointed, piously I'd like to suppose, to the ones they loath, while they were getting fingered by 10 different individuals, which by nature and right, should have accumulated, by luck, 20 indexes, thumbs and pinkies. And maybe more. Opps I digress, my point being, you sit pretty on top of the throne of the Haves, so the grounds of the Have-nots are by default your off-limit.

And really, the days of mirrors' functionality are long gone. I mean besides lipstick and mascaras, there are some really intriguing functions of the mirror too you know..

Ok I was just being emotional. These imbecils are not even worth a mention, let alone two in my highly Exalted Pieces of Thoughts. I mean you can keep barking at any tree, and that doesnt make you any houlier than thou. You're still a dog, a mad delirious bitch, by extension.

8 scattered pieces of my heart are now once again intact. No, you dunno what am talking about ? Find a piece of Rolodex - Fuck yourself.

Thanx, Ar.Az.

A flower so pretty trapped behind the broken vase
Driven miles just for an inch stretch of smile on my face

We both walked the same path leading to 2 different directions
How u turn my path of calamity into a Lavender's Garden -
Thats way way beyond my Exalted, but flawed Comprehension.

Thanx for the long enough embrace to accept me
Through the thicks of the midst and the thins of the wars that I flee.

And for allowing me to cry - When I do
The deliriousness of the murmus that I spew

There u were, braving a smile despite your own heavy baggages
At the sight of me struggling upon my wounds & bandages

And for that, I couldnt thank you enough, and for this..
A thank you would sound more exaggerating rather than suffice.

Thanx Luv.

Co'et Menduduki UPSR Hari Ini

Zahir head to his battle today. Lucks, Adik & Godspeed. We luv ya.

The Odds Were Against You In The First Place (Not Related)
Current Read: Past Mortem by Ben Elton

I was dreaming.. I was in a foreign land, New Zealand. Pelik, as it was too; - INteresting. There, I dreamt I was buying all those miniature toys and some miniature action figures, those that you could get from those kinds of kiosk nowadays.

I've been longing to jalan-jalan loads nowadays, am still clinging fast to the beluness of Redang's bitch, err, I mean beach.

The Art of AN-War.

This is how we do it. 15 Grands worth of votes spell the weight of hatred not towards you, (though its famously established that you deserve it) but towards oppression, unjustly treatments, rampant corruptions and most of all - being made a fool of. Orang Melayu kata - Kena tipu bulat-bulat.

And the clock doesn't even hit the 24th hour on her face, yet these people, these once overconfident, arrogant fuckin' dimwits are crying foul - apparent signs of failure to face the music - thus inventing a music of their own. Tunes full two (2) De's - De-fensive & De-nial.

Allow me to quote:

"Yes of course we have lost...we were the underdogs going into this race." - Muhammad Muhammad Taib, Umno information chief

"There was not much difference in the number of votes garnered by Anwar when compared with that won by his wife (Datuk Seri Dr Wan Azizah Wan Ismail) in March." - Datuk Seri Najib Razak, Depussy Prime Minister

"It was his home ground, so that was always an advantage because he has a lot of support there. We expected him to win. This just proves there is nothing wrong with our electoral system. But I still doubt he will be able to pull off his Sept. 16 threat." - YB Dato Shahrir Samad, Domestic Trade Minister

Ha Ha, you people.. Seriously ! Am not quite sure whether those were the tones before the Bye-Election. Wargh kargh kargh. Quit sounding like a child that doesn't get what he wants, and since am nice by nature and generous by occasions (such as this landslide victory), let me lend the way around it, congratulate your opponent and accept the loss as one of those "The Rakyat has spoken" moments. That way, you might savor whatever scraps of credibility that you've got left in the draining coffers of your Leader Ship. But BN being the under dog a.k.a cock sucking bitch it is - will take more than a Kucing to have tanduks before that eventually happens.

Blood, rain, tears & battle scars - The ghastly scent of this AN-War.

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Don't Scorn The Tears For The Many Schmiles That'll Come

The bright ink that I consume when my heart's producing blue notes -
With words not the whole world, but only U could decode

With U beside me - I dont wonder when will the sun finally halt its shine
Coz if the sun lighten up the world, U are my world & U brighten up mine !

And by God, I want U to know that ur ALWAYS on my mind
Guess its time that U worry - coz ur not allowed to be no one's but mine

So dont scorn the tears for the many schmiles that will come. First -
Secondly, at the end of the day - I told U: INU still defines Us !

Lack of LeaderShip, Thus A Sinking Ship

Muzakarah between AMNO and PAS ? No, don't make me puke. AMNO could've asked for Muzakarah or whatever EVEN BEFORE the election, if they're goddamn fuckin' serious about the Muslims and the Malays' grievances whatsoever. Why now ? Nothing but an SOS signal from a sinking ship. Ship full of shitheads and fuckers. So why bother helping them out ?

And you, my fellow PR member PAS, have you forgotten what kind of pain they have inflicted you these 50 hellish years ? The Memali case, the lies they spun about you, the humilliation and the deceits. So why bother even flirting on the issue of even talking to them. These people are liars. Biggest of the sort. These will cause restlessness to your grassroots and your fellow Pakatan members.

For God's sake distance yourselves from all these talks about talks whatsoever under whatever circumstances.

And people know all about the despicable tactics from all these Main-Pisstreams media and their exaggeration about it, people knew. BUT you really gotta make it very very clear that this is not gonna happen or whatever. Heed your Mursyidul Am's call and abondon the whole idea.

AMNO is a sinking ship, all thanks to a very commendable captain and his vice. They're gonna take you down with them (should any political milages be achieved). Let them sink even further. Farthest to the abyss of Oblivion, down to the folds of History.

Malaysians Led By Idiots.

"Existing DNA sample too old" says the PM, nonchalantly, when asked about Anwar's refusal to give his DNA, on the same note check out some of these comments by some of the intellectual individuals that I manage to garner:

1. DNA Carmotograph is computer graphically recorded. Graph do not lie ! - Wisdom above

2. Also there is no such thing as a very "OLD" DNA sample from 10 years back, tell me, have you ever heard of this before? ----------------->

[/contd.] No doubt a science fiction, but Mr Cricton obviously knew more about Genetics, DNA and Cloning than you and your joker buddies. - KARMANNGHIA

3. I don't know whether to laugh or to cry. Our PM is so stupid! How can the blueprint of our genes change over time? Unless you are mutating! Holy cow, where did this AAB learn his science from? And what the heck was he thinking when he said .... just give the sample and ask for it (DNA test) to be conducted there and then. (Tell them) do it now, I want to see. ? This is not blood type sampling lah, uncle! There and then. Wow! - fireduck

I like the last comment best, Dear PM, the basis of our genes, dont change over time Goddamnit ! Unless you're gonna turn into some X-Men nincompoop just like one of your ex-minister, the not so valuable, Semi Value. If that one, yes, he deformed from one shape to another on occasions, which, should God permid, I shall elaborate later.

For now, lets just enjoy the fact of what good leaders we have to guide our children towards the rocky path of the Future.

Aina Mardiah Shahrial - Al Fatihah

pix - courtesy of Rockybru.

Aina Mardiah Shahrial was just 17 when she left to meet her Creator. Am pretty sure many of us didn't get the chance to know her let alone had the chance to love her. But when a child had to pass away without any chance of her seeing her father, now that part touches a piece of your heart.

But wait, thats not all there is to it, the father is an ISA detainee - En. Shahrial Sirin. I shall elaborate on ISA later, but now lets concentrate about this crime against humanity. Not exaggerating if I say a sin.

As taken from Rockybru's Blog

"In the afternoon of July 2, about 3 pm, she was admitted into Kajang Hospital. The girl was fighting for her life. The family immediately informed authorities at Kamunting, where her father had been detained for the last 7 years.

Somehow, Shahrial was only told of her daughter's illness at 10.30 am the next day, July 3. Aina's mother made a personal appeal to the authorities at Kamunting to let her daughter be with the dad for the last time. The doctors said Aina had only a few hours of life left, God-willing.

The authorities at Kamunting said they could not release Shahrial. They had to get your signature on the release papers. Yes, YB, your precious signature.

Aina's father was finally released at 5pm. It was the longest four-hour journey to Kuala Lumpur.

Shahrial got to her daughter's side at 9.45 pm. He was too late. Aina had passed away at 6.20pm without seeing her father. " - Rockybru

He was denied the right to see her daughter, what ? Because he's an ISA detainee ? I pray that the sky crumbles upon your bald head and the ground shakes beneath your feet for your sin against this detainee, who you and your gang have happily imprisoned.

Do you have a daughter ? Imagine, having to slide down the mud of her grave and having to bury her. Breaking in tears and having to part goodbyes though you really don't want to. Imagine having to walk away from the dark cemetery and leaving your daughter who you have, for years, cared for and pampered with. Syed Hamid, imagine.

What was his fault to be deserving such injustice and cruelty ? Coz he's an ISA detainee, a political prisoner to be exact. Hes not even proven guilty. Put behind bars for 7 friggin years and NO TRIAL. No hope, no whatever.

And moreover, God this is sad, WHAT WAS HER FAULT ? WHAT WAS HER FAULT GODDAMNIT ?! Answer this when you stand behind your Maker, the Utmost Exhalted and The Mightiest of All. Answer this.

.. and my deepest condolences for the grieving family, and you know you're not alone in this hard time. The whole Malaysia is raging.

My special thanks went to the Government of Malaysia and Mr. Syed Hamid specifically.

/sad - gravely.

Sultan Shalahuddin Al Ayubi & Err.. ?

"Seluruh kaum Muslimin yang menyaksikan kewafatannya menitiskan air mata apabila Sultan yang mengepalai negara yang terbentang luas dari Asia hingga ke Afrika itu hanya meninggalkan warisan 1 dinar dan 36 dirham. Tidak meninggalkan emas, tidak punya tanah atau kebun. Padahal berkhidmat pada kerajaan berpuluh tahun dan memegang jawatan sebagai panglima perang dan Menteri Besar sebelum menubuhkan Emirat Ayyubiyah.

Kain yang dibuat kafannya adalah betul-betul dari warisan beliau yang jelas-jelas halal dan sangat sederhana. Anak beliau yang bernama Fadhal telah masuk ke liang lahad meletakkan jenazah ayahnya. Dikatakan bahawa beliau dikebumikan bersama-sama pedangnya yang dipergunakan dalam setiap peperangan agar dapat menjadi saksi dan dijadikannya tongkat kelak pada hari kiamat. "

My take: Salahuddin Al-Ayubi, a great man, a great leader - easily. A man his bravery does all his talks, a man whose the Muslims are forever in debt of, a man respected and feared by his companions and adversaries alike. A man the pens of history dance upon - basically a man WORTHY of all worldly possessions, given his achievements and contributions to Islam and Muslims alike and would can easily gain access to them if he wanted to -

But he died possessing not more than a mere Dinar and 36 Dirham ! (say RM 1.36 as of current context). Oh my God. I've somehow heard the story somewhere, but I still got the shake in my heart every time I come across this. And he fights too, 100 wars and unscathed.

He didn't purchase a mansion in Gold Coast, Australia or drive a Merc or a Beamer despite being tens of years in the office. He didnt have dinners at plush places let alone having a foreign female negotiator to purchase firepower from some foreign countries. He didn't even have to blow his enemies to pieces, instead he fought them head on - with but one intention, Islam.

Before his death, he requested to be buried along with his war-coats and swords, just so that when put before his God, if asked what's he done for his religion and fellow Muslims - he could tell his Maker of wars he's participated bearing His Name. A great and respected leader - yet a humble God-fearing slave.

So you're a leader ? A Malaysian leader even ? Benchmark just how far you are just to get the scent of his ragged, furry old war coat. Heh.

The dreadpost.

One of those days eye feel like am better off dead - The extend of what I feel about having to ask and did what I did.

/away - colors of sin & the scent of guilt

I Wonder Why..

..the people have failed so triumphantly, to notice a simple yet pretty much mind-boggling fact, that this 50 years old government has managed to burden the life of its citizen for decades. And whats funny, under the citizens' noses with the citizens' consent - self explanatory under the premise of - citizens voted them into the office.

The "simple yet pretty much mind-boggling fact" I say, is the simple fact that, the price of goods will definitely, significantly be increased RIGHT AFTER the election. I have observed the obvious pattern so long as my analytical and critical side of the brain develops to be aware of the impact from such issues. Having seen my parents sighing on our dinner table since ever before that, back when I was still but a small brat.

Well its logical for the manufacturers and tradesmen to share the increased cost with the consumers by channeling the cost directly to the end-product. Higher costs, spiraling from the hikes of petrol price, electricity and water tariffs have left the parties few choices aside from increasing the price - barring a few sly, advantage taking manufacturers and tradesmen.

Well people might say that the Malays are so used of being pampered and is now throwing the toys out of their pram, having to face the Reality punch. Me being a Malay and getting out of the Malays' usual way by asking questions, but I digress, the question is why AFTER THE ELECTION ? Well it doesn't stop there, NO. But the commencement of the whole price hike showdown will kick off RIGHT AFTER the election.

My take is that because so much money was wasted in the electoral campaigns, the needs arise for the government to recoup the lost and by doing so through imposing the surcharges to the citizens. And whats even more despicable, by justifying all this through legal means and official mainstream medias, which they remotely control in the first place. What a bunch of thieves disguised by the malicious smile of politicians.

Mismanagement ? Now thats an understatement.

Strange Days, Strange Days Indeed.

Am so fuckin' pissed that I dunno, what to write about. Basically, there are no more good or trustworthy things to watch on TV. Main piss stream medias serve nothing but as the deceitful tongue of arrogant leaders. Citizens are expected to shut up and threaten of should they grow more balls to voice out their grievance. Lies, deceit, power abuse, scandals, conspiracies ran rampant in the face of what remains of what used to be an Economic Tiger of South East Asia.

Stupefying the Malays has worked since the despicable era of the Brits, where the sons of the farmers and fishermen are to inherit their parents' job. This works just well with the Brits because the Malays are the Son of the Soil (bumiputra) of Tanah Melayu, thus by stupefying them, the Brits can well go on with the pillage of Tanah Melayu's resources, unhalted. A move who would've thought would, after decades, be used against the Malays again, shockingly even, BY THE MALAYS.

The Pussy Minister screams of "Do not Challenge Me !" when pushed against the wall - to sound downright defensive, which has won him loads of DISScredits and oh, lack of respect. Not to mention, none at all parallel of what a well educated person would say, let alone a leader. Dumbfuck.

The Deputy Pussy Minister on the other hand, slick, sick, ambitious - yet evil smothered with some scents of Idiocy, however. Running scared coz his pink underwear was about to fall off, just to sound cocky again, the next day, when this certain Catastrophe (Bala) made a total U-turn from a People's Champion to an oversexed Pussy. A Hero never he was, a Zero nonetheless.

And what is it with us ? A 60 year old man who has just underwent his spinal surgery, sodomizing a healthy 23 year old Idiot, with a well built frame (but obviously not the brain) ? Against the Idiot's will ? What the fuck ? Are you fuckin' stupid ? Bodoh punya Melayu.

The Pussy Minister is a Once In A Lifetime failure - U don't find this kind of idiotically brave Saya-Pantang-Dicabar leader in 2 lifetimes. Period.

Malaysia's Filthy Political Playing Groun- err, Ass ?

Sai-full Bukhari Azlan - Read more here

Opps they did AGAIN, every 10 years is it ? Another sodomy charge on the same man, from the same ruling party - with a slightly different idiotic spinners. Wow, Anwar does tend to get horny when his political career is on the brink of Make or Break, no ?

When he defied Mahathir a decade ago, he sodomized Azizan, now that he's defying the current administration, he sodomized this pathetic, shallow looking Sai-full* ? My God, every time there's an attempt to shake the Corridors of Power, somebody had to be sodomized. What filthy lying fucking bastards we have up in the top administration of our beloved country.

Sai-full dude, take the money, you're not gonna live off easy with the filthy monies anyway, I DON'T hope, like every rationale and fair-minded Malaysian does, that you repent, - what I do hope though, is that you burn in the abyss of eternal scorching flames for the rest of your afterlife.

You've made your family's life hard enough for having the brain the size of a peanut, now you're making them breath even harder for having to acknowledge that you're one of them. Big ups.

* Sai means shit in Japanese, but who cares anyways, so long as it fits my anger's bill..

The Newpaper, The Box & A Raizzen (Hepi Burfdaye Dear)

Time to unscramble the temple of my thought
With words that shall leave u with - Oh my God !

Travelled to the end of my mind, seeking tirelessly
Words beautiful enough to inscript My One and Only

I wonder why my heart pounds so much when U crossed my mind
Thats when I realize that I breath U, Sunshine !

I didnt lie to U when U asked me Did I send U something
Coz I sent U someone - just like what U ask me, Darling.

So with Newspaper, a box and a Raizzen barely in a hay
I extend to you my warmest of Greetings - Happy Quite A Belated Birthday !

Just Go (Don't Look Back)

Portugal out of Euro 2008, serve Ronaldo just right. Don't get me wrong, am a staunch Manchester United fan, and I don't have any grudge against Portugal coz frankly, I think they possess some of the greatest talents in the world. Its just that LATELY, I've been getting weary of Ronaldo's childish antics and oh, grrreed.

1. Childish Antics

Yes, the dude's TALENTED. Hands down. But why, why in the whole wide world that you'd think that the mess' judgment would weigh on your side simply because of that ? Say, the dude stops the game, simply because HE BELIEVES that this other dude from this other team has fouled him. OMG, you don't simply stop the game until the ref's blown his whistle, thats basic, no ? You'd be gloriously getting a slap on your face telling a 6-year old kid to stop the game simply because you believe that he was roughed up. Erm, maybe I was getting a little too far there, but I think I speak of my point quite clearly.

2. Grrrrrrreed.

OK, Real Madrid are champions, yes nobody's questioning that. But Manchester United are the clear winners for the recent Champions League campaign, AND a consecutive winner for two Premier Leagues, if he's so keen on winning trophies. So what the fuck are these talks about him being 'uncertain about his future, until Euro has wrapped up' ? Henceforth, keeping the probable transfer window open. Nothing but pure grrrreed and stardom (?) seeking bastard, I'd say.

What about all these Galácticos who's all keen to play in Spain regardless of so many Galáctico-turn-Gelakgilo once they entered Spanish stage ? Are their balls too big that they're blinded to all this ?

And now Portugal is out of the picture, decide now. And if hes so keen to leave, let him be, MU doesnt need a bratty and arrogant punk who thinks hes so big that he's helped MU win this and that trophies, we keep and recruit PURE talents who wants to PLAY FOR US. Premier League wasnt won alone, same goes or even more so for the Champions League, so if you think you're a super LONE force to be reckon with, go ahead and leave.

Daulat Tuanku !

Today, Malaysians shall celebrate our Agung, (DYMM) Al-Wathiqu Billah Tuanku Mizan Zainal Abidin Ibni Al-Marhum Sultan Mahmud Al-Muktafi Billah Shah's official birthday.

And it brings me great pleasure to say that Your Majesty is one of the few very modest King Malaysia has seen in ages. His heart is with the Rakyat. Though little can be done, under limited authority, thanks to our beloved Tun Dr. Mahathir, Your Majesty has managed to pull some of the most extravagant actions for instance, refusing to hand over the MB post to Iblis, err, I mean Idris Jusoh.

This, my friends, am telling you, was a turning point to the Royalties that have long been treated by AMNO goons as mere ceremonial puppets, no offense intended. Your Majesty was telling the whole Sultan-ship - "This is how YOU should do it". And whether or not Your Majesty has succeeded in captaining the Sultan-ship, just look at the situation in Perak and Perlis.

Your Majesty shed tears when parting ways with the Terengganu's palace -

“Although physically I will be far away, it will only be out of sight, but not out of mind. The fact is, I will always be in the hearts of the Terengganu people..”

An exemplary of a King indeed, a People's King. Long live the King !

My 2 & Government's 78 Cents.

Dont talk to me about subsidy, fools, for I am a layman within the multitude of the Nation's economy. But wait, dont be too quick to accuse me of being ignorant, I know the oil price, hate it or love it, has to increase. Tapi jangan la melampau, Babi.

Kesian gila all the middle-classed Rakyat who have to suffer because of your stupidity. You sit in the comfort of plush leather seats behind your fat chauffeur, how would you know of our pain and grievance.

I hope you know that the Rakyat from all layers and backgrounds are cursing you day and night and I hope you live a long life so that you may witness, like you predecessor does, what you have done, the wrath that you've brought upon the usually 'takpelah' Malays and the unjustly treated fellow Chinese and Indian Rakyat.

And from the bottom of heart I say that if the price hikes aren't meant for the benefit of Rakyat or the money saved from the ever-boasted, subsidy ill spent - Aku tak halalkan duit tu and I hope you got burned in the hell of scorching flames for the dark clouds that you've casted upon innocent and misled Rakyats.